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Overcoming Myself by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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Overcoming Myself

These four grey walls never change, no reprieve from my own hell Locked away in my memories where my worst demons all dwell I am taking one day at a time, trying to do this and be strong While trying to overcome my past and move past what I have done wrong I am so much more than my worst mistakes, missteps, and bad decisions I can hear the whispers, see the judgment as people stare at me with derision I will not deny my past, though it is not pride that makes me say such things The truth is I have stumbled and fallen, I have failed, I admit it though it stings What I need is for you to see that I can rise about all of my mistakes I can be

New Day by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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New Day

I breathe deeper, cleaner than before. The cloud of smoke around me is gone. I'm literally lighter on my feet now As I face this bright new dawn... The world is mine to discover now And I will never again face it alone... I am still daily surprsied by how much I've grown... More centered and far more calm a whole new purpose I seem to have found... Surrounded by love and peace, even alone with no one around... Im proud of where I am standing as the journey continues to unfold... Today is lined with silver and tomorrow is paved with gold.

Andi and Cat Scratch an Itch by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

Just a Breath Away by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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Just a Breath Away

When your heart is aching When you need to cry When your heart is breaking When you don't know why When the night gets too dark When you don't know what to say When life leaves its mark When the price is too much to pay Pick up the phone and call Even if you don't know what to say For any reason, or none at all I am just a breath away Don't be afraid to cry You'll never be alone If you just want to sit and sigh Just pick up the phone If your path you just can't see If your tears you can't hold at bay Remember I will always be glad to be Just a breath away...

Please, Let it Rain by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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Please, Let it Rain

Time. Stand still. I can't take it anymore... Eyes Still crying. My heart is on the floor... Dream. Still over. I can't stand any more.. I walk out side, raise my hands to the sky I pray.... Let it rain! Let it wash my tears away... Heal my heart and my soul... Make me new again... Oh, please! Let it rain! I can't face this alone. I need you to hold me close Be my safe place Be...My...Home... I need the Rain... My soul is withering in the drought I feel myself drowning My heart is crushed with doubt I don't know what I am Supposed to do alone So I pray I pray I pray.... I pray for Rain.... I can feel the end It's haunting me

Unexpected Love by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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Unexpected Love

Our souls met long before our eyes Every conversation held a new surprise It was so easy, so natural, so beautiful too My heart wasn't ready for the surprise of you I thought I knew what I was searching for I never dreamed there could be something more Someone who could make me want to change my mind The rarest kind of love I thought I would never find Just the sound of your voice over the phone Is the sound of knowing I will never be alone You make my heart smile and fill my soul with song Every day I wonder how I lived without you for so long Just thinking about you puts a smile on my face It was so unexpected, but you are my h

Trying to Explain by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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Trying to Explain

You have no idea who I am You only know what I allow you to see You think you know so much You don't know what it is like to be me You don't see that behind the laughter The tears fall down like rain You can't see past the clown To see the meaning of pain You don't know what it is to be Empty on the inside where it counts To need to be drugged just to survive Taking the carefully prescribed amounts I have to be aware of every mood Every thought that crosses my mind I can never just let go I can never go through my life blind I have to think carefully every single time I speak a word To be sure that what I mean to say Is e

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In Review by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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In Review

The texture is thicker than was expected, so ephemeral in appearance it seems. In turns both bitter and sweet, ripping at the innocent fabric of expectations and leaving behind only conflicted memories of joy wrapped sadness. The rare beauty of the experience draws in the unsuspecting visitor with an irresistible aroma. When the trap is finally sprung it is too late- sharp edges tear at the tender flesh leaving indelible scars etched in the soul. Once ensnared and bowing to the tender mercy there is no escape. Though the path is arduous and at times may seem impossible, it is only to those who persevere that the raw beauty is finally rev

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Overcoming Myself by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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New Day by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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New Day

Andi and Cat Scratch an Itch by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

Just a Breath Away by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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Just a Breath Away

Please, Let it Rain by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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Please, Let it Rain

Unexpected Love by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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Unexpected Love

Trying to Explain by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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Trying to Explain

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In Review by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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In Review

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...Denial by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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...Denial

So I guess it's really over There is nothing else to do Just pack up all these memories And take them with you I'll do my best to patch the holes You left here in my heart To pick up what's left of my pride And make a brand new start Take all the love that I've had For you all these years Take it all when you go, please, Oh, and take all these tears Take all the nights I lie awake Take all the wondering why Please take all my pain with you I don't want a reason to cry I'll turn the music up real loud Cause I don't want to believe Just be really quiet when you go Cause I don't wanna hear you leave Be careful to roll down th

I was.... by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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I was....

I I was once like you So Careful Of everything you say Everything you do... Yeah. I was once like you.... It was a battle Remembering I wasn't with her but him, he not she I was living a life that would never be me.... Yeah... I was just like you... Whispering in the dark Holding her in the shadows, begging baby, please don't tell... They just won't understand... Yeah... That was me too... I came out so hard There are still Rainbow Skidmarks on the walls The echoes of my Screams... reverberating down the halls I can't live that Way any more I won't live my life Hiding behind that Closet Door... Th

Pompus by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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Pompus

In truth they speak of lies... A modern day oxymoron A bare comparison of concepts Which dwindle futher in meaning By the day... Finding no comfort in The words which by thier very nature Give birth to nothing but pain... Were purpose found in thier endeavors Would it lend sense to those secrets Which drown that which they seek to find... Or would it merely lend to the moral tupitude Causing the current state of decay In society...

I love... by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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I love...

"Homophobe..." I hate random people I've never met Because what they do in the privacy Of thier own bedrooms confuses and titillates me... I find myself excited but I have been told all my life that it is wrong "God hates Gays" They tell me... "Gays go to hell..." I see two men holding hands and I have to turn away...it makes my heart race and my face burn...so I lash out at them And Attack... I see two women kiss and I don't know what to say...I am literally without words... So I respond with the hate and rage that I was Taught by my Church and my God that I am Supposed to feel. I say things that hurt them Or anger th

Too Late... by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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Too Late...

I watch her, her eyes sparkling when she laughs at something he says. She's an angel... She's too good for him, she's too good for me too, but I don't care... She flips her hair and touches his arm, leans in closer to hear him I cringe, I ache, I long... Her voice is like music, playing softly on the air, Calling to me... I sometimes wonder what she would say if she really understood... She looks at me questioningly seeing the pain in my eyes, wondering at the cause... I've loved her for so long, I've never said a word, she wouldn't want to hear... She's crossing the room, leaving him behind to check on me, I brea

Just a Breath Away by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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Just a Breath Away

Irrational by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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Irrational

I can't explain what's going on in my head I know that my thoughts are all wrong I see visions of you as I lie awake in my bed Your voice calls to me as a siren song I see your smile when my day goes all wrong And that helps me to find my way through When it all goes to crap and takes to long I close my eyes and I see you. I don't know what this all means I feel myself coming alive once more The colors exploding in blues and greens As I cross the endless ocean, I finally see the shore... You don't belong to me Chances are, you never will I don't believe it can ever be Chances are between slim and nill Yet I long to share every

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Telling Mom by outRAGEousConcepts, literature

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Telling Mom

Girl: Mom, I have something to tell you. Mom: What is it, honey? Girl: I'm gay. Mom: Don't be ridiculous, dear, grey is a color. You can't be grey. Girl: No mom, I'm a lesbian. Mom: No you're not dear. You're English and American Indian, none of your ancestors came from Lebanon. Girl: No, not Lebanese, LESBIAN!! Mom: I didn't know you were interested in acting, you aren't even in theater arts. Girl: Mom... Mom: What? Girl: I like girls. Mom: Yes, I know. Your two best friends are girls. Girl: Mom, I'm sleeping with Madison. Mom: Of course you are, there is only one bed in your room. You wouldn't make your best friend s

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I love to take pictures, I love to write, I am very artsy fartsy and I like crafting!

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Ansel Adams and Margaret Bourke White and Monet

Favourite Movies

What Dreams May Come

Favourite TV Shows

Criminal Minds, Big Bang Theory, How I Met Your Mother, True Blood

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Theory of a Deadman, Florence+The Machine, Pink, Rammstein, Evanescence, so many more...

Favourite Books

Narcissisus in Chains, Hit List, Skin Trade, Flirt, Angels and Demons, Deception Point, Host, Naked in Death, Beauty in Death, Connection in Death.........

Favourite Writers

Laurell K. Hamilton, Sherrilyn Kenyon, J.D.Robb, Robert Brown, Robert Frost, Dean Koontz..too many

Favourite Games

Bookworm, Skiball, I've Never, Skip bo, Uno, Farkle, Phase 10

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2, Real life....

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Nikon D3000, Pentax 35mm, and IPhone, Samsung Galaxy III...

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Music, Books, Writing, Reading, Poetry, Photography, Life, Death, Love, Hate, Pain...Everything...

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outRAGEousConcepts

May 5, 2018

Falling Apart

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I am so frustrated, feeling trapped in my own body.  It doesn't do what it is supposed to do.  I am in pain and none of the doctors, the specialists, can tell me what the hell is wrong.  I hurt all the time-like an electrical storm tearing through my nervous system all the time.  I have trouble standing up, I get dizzy, I fall down.  I am having trouble concentrating, and I lose my train of thought constantly.  One day at a time I am trying not to lose my mind.  The only thing we know is that we don't know anything...  One more doctor, one more test, one more day...

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Oct 26, 2017

I'm baaaaack....and so changed....

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Oct 12, 2015

Dry Spells

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I am sitting here staring at a whole lot of possibilities...or a blank screen.  The sad thing is that I'm not having a problem getting started in the conventional sense, I'm not blocked, it's just all the possibilities are overwhelming me.  There are too many stories to be told, there are too many paths to follow, and I want to track them all down.  There are stories I need to finish and new ones to start... It's not writers block, it's more of a writer's overload.  Also,  one of the stories that I really want to work on--and that I really need feedback on, is trapped in my desktop computer that died.  I, like a moron, have no backup copy, no