Some_hing's Missing

I feel something
missing in me
That spark I was too
blind to see
In fear I hid the truth
afraid to reveal any part
The part of me that's missing
may well be my heart
The path I walk is shrouded
in the darkest kind of hell
I transverse the landscape alone
But then that's just as well
For every hand that is offered
another friendship falls apart
While wondering in the darkness
of another broken heart
Something is missing in me
and I can't get it back again
When you are battling yourself
there's not much chance you'll win
Another soul lost in the screaming
silence of the longest night
Yet another lie is being told
with the whispered--it's alright
Something is missing in me
sometimes I want to scream
Will reality ever conform to the mold
of this sorcerers dream?
The battle leaves my soul so tattered
I know there's nothing left to gain
I can't give up and I can't give in
I can't surrender to this pain
Others look into this void and fill
it with what they need
While in the recesses of the soul
the demons still breed
With lying eyes and bated breath
I'll say what they want to hear
They never know the truth or see
that the violence of the end is near
Something is missing inside me
but that isn't the truly scary part
What scares the hell out of me
is what is missing isn't my heart
With the pain that consumes me
from without and from within
It is my soul that they demand
as payment for my sin